I am giving him time, because he'll realize in time that he doesn't need me. Now that he's finally come to terms with his sexual orientation and realizes that's what I was trying to help him realize, it is obvious that he has some misplaced guilt about how things ended with us. Maybe he has some insecurity over being able to find other men so he ( Read more... )

I was too hard on him. I should have controlled my temper.

I wish it was spring again.

I'm not sure what's hurting my faith in humanity more: The fact that I came out of fencing practice to find my Mustang spray-painted with gay slurs, or the fact that they spelled "faggot" wrong. There's no E in it ( Read more... )

Violence and heartache. On the one hand, it makes me sick with worry. I can handle myself fine in the event of an attack, but if I was attacked while I was with Mina If anything happened to herI won't think about that ( Read more... )

How could I have done that? How could he have let me do that? Has he been letting me since we started? Has it all been in my mind? Why didn't I see it before? Am I really so delusional as to convince myself of this sort of thing ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. Some days it seems like there's hope, others it feels like there's a huge chasm between us that is just growing steadily bigger.

Maybe it was all just a mistake to begin with.

Maybe the selkie is climbing back into his skin to return to the sea.

[OOC Note: Translated from Grimmspeak.]It's good to be back in San Fran, especially in the summer. This is my favorite time of year. So many beaches and sand castles, so little time ( Read more... )

From: jgrimm@meridian.edu
Subject: Amsterdam.
Date: 12:02 AM March XX, 2009
To: teliot@meridian.edu ( Read more... )

It's amazing to see him open up like this. Like a new man, except I knew it was in there beneath the façade, somewhere. And he wrote a poem. He writes such beautiful poetry. I just wish I could write poetry--or at all ( Read more... )

Did you hear about that guy on the football team? Yeah, him. That guy is so hetero. I'll bet he gives it to the pussy every night. He and that one girl on the cheerleading squad, I hear they have been really close lately. Isn't that disgusting? I bet he goes down on her or maybe she goes down on him. Or worse, maybe he fingers her. You know ( Read more... )